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HELLO THERE PEOPLE. EHERM. THIS IS ME. ILLYA SYAHIDA THE OWNER OF THE BLOG.. THIS IS JUST ONE SIMPLE BLOG WHERE I BRAG AND TALK ABOUT MY LIFE OR MORE LIKE EMOTIONS, FEELINGS.

me and losing weight

posted on Monday, May 14, 2012 at 4:41 AM

i say HO! you say YA!

I tell you what, everytime, i look at skinny girls, i'll feel, "Omg, they're so lucky" and woosh woosh i feel like losing weight. but *sigh* i'm not that committed to do it.

actually, i succeed once. (well, according to myself). i followed my sister's aerobic routine and i did lose some fats here and there and body feels.. fit. but when i got back home and boom. i stopped doing my aerobic and guess what... my body is back to its usual phase. damn~

and if i were to start back. i get irritated and stopped doing it. but then irritated back when i look at skinny girls.

see what i mean about me and losing weight.

it just got hard everyday.

and it frustrates me.

and i'm blabbing it here..

have a nice day people.

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Syntax

posted on Thursday, April 12, 2012 at 6:19 AM

i say HO! you say YA!

Studying Syntax for 2 hours were like whoah~

i went home feeling like this....

me go crazy @0@

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sadness

posted on Sunday, April 1, 2012 at 4:23 AM

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today marks the day where Illya Syahida miss to watch Infinite's Second Evolution Evolution, live stream through Youtube.

I guess i really don't have any lucks when it comes to concert and it started to upset me.

blergh.

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think

posted on Tuesday, March 27, 2012 at 12:45 AM

i say HO! you say YA!

"Do you like him/her because of them or just because you want to own them. there's a difference."

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life so far

posted on Saturday, March 24, 2012 at 9:25 AM

i say HO! you say YA!

*screams and dance*

eherm. howdy everyone. yes, i'm pretty much fine and survived this past 3 weeks of study. hahaa..

i least i think i survive.

well, let me just share with you things that i went through these few weeks.

*drumrolls*

let's just talk about my studies first. oh my. Truthfully, i never feel proud with myself in talking TESL. well, like everyone would say, "Alah~ English Jer.. ape yg ssah..?" and i did think the same way and I envied everyone who took some other courses especially engineering (cause i've been there once and i know how hard it is). Somehow, when I enrolled in semester, I realized that this course is NO GAME.

oh my god. the subjects are like.. so mind-ish. I had to use my mind to interpret things one by one and i tell you this.

I don't really use my brains on thinking that much.

i don't.

so it's hard for me to absorb all of the things that i'm studying right now.

and in class, i end up getting bored and disturbs all of the people around me. Kakak will always be my victim on this. If not disturbing, i would eventually draw things in my notebook.

and i hate that. I know i need to keep up with my studies but these few weeks are hard to get used too.

I PLAY A LOT YEAH.

since the unifi is here, oh my, you can't imagine how many hours I've spend in front if this technology. I won't budged and because of that, it feels like that time flew so fast and it's my fault on spending it unwisely.

i'm sorry time. i'll try to be good to you when i'm ready.

TONING UP.

i'll try to be healthy this semester and yeah, got motivated by my sister because she looks thin now and i'm...i'm.. *cries out loud* geez. i just can't believe how can she can be so... cute cute cute. haha.. She's much more skinner now. So yes, i believe that older sisters gives the inspiration towards the other siblings. i meant role model. haha. so there's me. trying to keep up with my exercise. but FOOD. i don't know how to reduce this part. *sigh*