Dear KN,
I wanted to tell you that I don't want to let you go. You are too precious to me and I don't think I am able to just leave you be. But I am tired and I am drained. Just thinking about you makes my heart ache and my head spinning. I ran out of ideas of trying to get us back together and I am tired of trying to convinced you to stay. What I also tired of is trying to justify your behaviour. If ever people say, fingers would be pointing at you and say, you're the sucky one, if someone would ever love me, they won't do that. They will always stay with you during hard times and never let you go. You did, you let me go and I am sad about it. Only God knows how I feel right now. I feel like I need to know what you're doing right now. I feel like I want to know if you're going out. I feel like I want to know everything. This thing should be a simple gesture that I don't need to ask you everytime. I should be something that just flows because you will be happy
