life as it goes on

*sigh* it's 10.27p.m and i'm here, sighing by myself wishing to have an excitement in life.

*sigh* dad said something about having a part-time job at his work place. he suggested to be the tourist guide. My dad works at Menara Kuala Lumpur and her knows every now and then, or like he said, they have customer, foreign customer everyday, so i could do some work there. (i don't know if he's telling the truth but maybe so...) i really REALLY really REALLY want to work as a tourist guide because i love to talk and act like a know-it-all? hahha.. yuph, thats right. Thats two things i know about myself.

well, as the story goes, i don't have the courage yet. pfft.

i don't know why.

am i soooooooooooo LAZY.

sheesh. i have to kill this part of me first.

what a lovely attitude isn't it.

i fell like i don't want to go out with anyone excpet my besties. *puppy eyes to them*

i know2, i'm not discriminating anyone. 

it's just, i want to go out with the people i'm comfortable with.

So that i don't have to shut my mouth the whole time.

it happens. when i went out with a group or anything, i'll be the person to walk at the end and didn't talk much and just stared. stupid isn't it?

i don't know. When we grew up, do our attitude change into the person that we are? or we were suppose to be who we want in the first place? that confuse me up.

but well then, let's end the conversation as i don't know what should i write now.

i'm hopeles..