done.

it's twisted.
the world is.
What have I been doing, really?
Smiling and pleasing other people.
My happiness?
It's in their grasp.
Why?
I don't know.
Why?
I don't know.
Why?
Really, I don't know.
It bothers me and yet I want to shove it off
and learn how to depend on myself when it comes
to happiness.
Do I not deserve it?
I gave them everything.
My love endlessly.
and what did I get in return?
None.
I wasn't hoping.
I wasn't expecting.
But when it comes to this.
It just made me wonder.
Why am I like this?
Where did it go wrong?
I've let it go.
Hope you're happy
and I hope you're happy.