look at him

There are times when I look at the person in front of me and set my feelings to nothing.
Do I see this person as an importance to me?
Do I see this person as someone close to me?
What kind of things I did not realize about this person?
and most importantly,
do I like this person?

I did that.
Just yesterday as we sat and ate our bread.
Trying to undermined one another.
But as he looked away,
I continued staring at his face.
Tracing his features with my eyes.
From his eyes, to his long lashes,
his sharp nose,
his tiny mouth,
his jaw line
and his beautiful smile.

I guess, that answered the question.

I can never leave.